I also went to Oregon and bought nothing but books. O! and I got to eat a shit load of good food. Especially some gigantic ass sushi as Saburo. Thankfully, I did not see O'Byrne this time because that would've been too fucking weird.
Since the start of summer I've been camping with my youth group twice already and both times were a blast! I love going to camp, especially when I get 24hours to get my game on. LOL jk... or not. and etc. Stuff like that. I got shaving creamed in the face (no thats not a euphemism) and I'd like to report that men's shaving cream tastes like spicy mint shit. Also, you mothers who dumped water on me better watch yo bak, imma get you.
OMG BTW, my friends at youth group say I'm a bully and I'm not gonna lie, I am. I can't help it that everyone else is slow. SHIT SON!!!!! lol.
But maybe my new school resolution should be to be nice to everyone. (I told Seoyoung and she just scoffed at me.) And to go to class... most of the time.
So, Lucy went to Shanghai a couple of days ago and she is sorely missed, but I did hang out with Seo Young today after my interview at Macy's ( They're not gonna hire me). Hanging out with her, reminiscing about the past and talking a whole bunch of shit was so fun that it hasn't ended. I'm talking with her online and I'm seeing her again tmrw! Though I think she might be thinking that she's under appreciated recently. Especially since I didn't buy her a birthday gift. I didn't even pay for her meal/drink at Cheesecake Factory. Stupid Sun! Why you steal the bill. That's why we will have a special slumber party at my house, just for her ;)
So recently, I've been talking to this guy I know more and more and I don't know what this means. In these conversations, I've found out more about him than I've ever known. When I'm with him I get butterflies in my stomach but I don't know if he sees me as just a friend or more than a friend. I don't want to be the one crushing on a guy one-sidedly, so I wish he would just give me a sign. Neither do I want to ruin our friendship with stupid feelings. I dunno... :(
I've read somewhere that guys who like you pay extra attention to you and I don't actually know if this is true or not. In the best case it is and he returns my feelings, but if not, then I guess I'll get over it *sigh* It's just so hard to get him alone and see how he treats me without the cover of a group.
O well, I guess we'll see what happens. Hopefully this'll all work out in my favor in the future. I don't think I can stand another heartbreak.
